…, how have yoi lived, but a part of your emotiones has been killed. You are not a one.track minded, but tthere is a turbulence, that we cant it from othes to find. it is so hard to be a vulnarable and lie, like a good guy…

…peoples life, you really live like a child, you beat people for your own needs, it is prestigeous life for you, I call it everyday pain to ease.…

…can retire at the age of very young, they have been wise, runnign arter money, it secures life. You lead a silent life, its scandinavian life style, they talk a lot of their love lifes, they life of jealouse, they want to break it all, they they have their own life, to enjoy of sorrow and pain, of other peoples lifes.…

…You all come from Carelia, you like to see crying faces, they how you life, you really beat women like in boing nights, the pain is raw, you do it all night. You dont care about people, you are a doctor, you like to…

…YOU MAKE ME CRY. THE SAMA TURBULENCE IN MY LIFE MAKES ME HIDE. I DONT LIKE THE PRESSURE OF THE CHURCH. STILL, I NEVER WANTED TO BE MARRIED OR FULLFILL, JUST A ME, MANS THIRST. YO GET ROD PF MY FREEDOM, MAKES ME SHIVER…

…You all have good works, the whole thing is a burden, for all, its not an easy work, you have to think all through, at your work, its all about you, and your life, its not freedom, that i have, I am bound to do, what…

…falling again Another time another place But I'm lost and now I'm falling falling again I walk on, with the pain Try to pick up the pieces again You're still there in my head All the words that were said wish them back…

…the other like you did How could you, how could you, how could you keep on telling me You love me, you love me, you love me not, you love to lie to me Don't know why or how I lost my outlines Guess by thinking that…

…I know how it feels to be on your own In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone Where you are alone and tired of breathing It's all going wrong and you just can't stand the pain anymore You're too numb…