I am spending my xmas time, in my hometown, it is not the same anymore, like during the childhood time. This is my school city, I have worked in Europe, coming back to Finland is always a pit pitty.

Its not easy get used to it anymore, the way of life is more flexible elsewhere, what else you can long for. You can seek for new experiences, all the cities have their own style, you must really like it, to want to stay there forever.

I just like light and fun cities, where it is easy to breath, and you have, what you really seek. I just not want to know so much, I just want to enjoy, not so much to think of.

Yu just like your childhood dreams, those are far away from reality, or something else, what I dont want to hear.

The guys, who really have seeked for nothing, seem to do well, snce they think nothing. I dont want to carry anybodys load, they are willing to give it, to somebody else to have all the sorrow.