…I write to myself, I am mtv generation, its my friend, i do everything myself, there is not much aid, I have no friends. You all still have your cosy lifes, in vienna its really a city style, grinzing wineyards and…

…you to my sexuality to feed, its not a kids play anymore, we have adults responsibilities, we are so old. If you just dont want to get married or have the kids. you must say it, to me, I cant wate my time, I have more…

…nothing, take it all, like usually women, you really like that game, the places are not hollywood style. I have all life, to do what i want, you want games, it is a mens game, i like more sensual games. You dont really need so much, food and somebody, to share your life. In different lifes, nothing is really, like helsinki life.…

…strength of your love I never knew love like I've known it with you Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to I don't really need to look very much further I don't want to have to go where you don't follow I won't hold it…

…I am home waiting for you, I have bought a new dress for you. I am waiting for the big night, marriage ball and a good wine. I am in love with you, you make me feel a woman brand new, I have bought all new things to…

…I HAVE SEEN A LOT, OF BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE IN THE STREETS, BUT NOT SO MANY, WITH WHOM TO BUILT A FAMILY, AND FEED THE KIDS. I AM STILL ATTACHED TO YOU, ITS NOT THE DISTANCES, BUT YOU JUST WANT TO SEE, YOUR FRIENDS, DONT…

…, just some familiar friends. You all like a diffenrent things, they have kids from other families, i dont afford of such a things, its really appreciated, i dont know what you want, 'they spend their lifes to other…

…to see it. I have just wanted, to earn a lot, I have had it, what i want. We live here like in a student residence, everybody have their own space, we dont talk much, everyone is like working, all day long, how they have used to live.…

…akk have gone, through that phase, there is the things, which make a stop for that all. I dont have any glitter on my face, anymore, I am too adult to feel that phase, to where you are longing for. I have lived through…