…I don't want to wait anymore I'm tired of looking for answers Take me some place where there's music and there's laughter I don't know if I'm scared of dying But I'm scared of living too fast, too slow Regret, remorse…

…I am not keen on your friends, they have movesd out of homes, of diseace friends, the diseace is lethal, and so are the friends, nobody wants to see them, they have their own hobbies, and games. They are sick, when…

…I write to myself, I am mtv generation, its my friend, i do everything myself, there is not much aid, I have no friends. You all still have your cosy lifes, in vienna its really a city style, grinzing wineyards and…

…understand, how your mind works, you talk all day long, when people want to have aid, for their normal doings. maybe you need to take a rest, I never seen such a life, only tv seems to interest you. Dont you see, everybody has…

…Music: Jake Ronkainen, Riitu Ronkainen Lyrics: Jake Ronkainen, Riitu Ronkainen Darkness aid me to the sleep Carry me to a silent sea Where I can get so numb I'm so tired of Waiting for a wind to stir this world Let me…

…with your family, and old girlfriends, you have always time for to score, you dont have much work, you are always home. You let them to come between, you look for the same all the days, you fuck the same (aids) friends…

…have divorsed 3 times, its a lot, in our world you settle down, later after school, and travelling time. You have been busy to settle down, when you where young, other people have waited, until they grow up, you want to…

…You just all want some lift to your lovelifes, you get all the aid, even you use the system illegal ways, you beat your own childs, to get the benefits, all your lifetime, you and you old boyfriends, are grouping of…