…interesting, you have new life and kids. You dont call us at all, you follow your work, all day long, you dont like to talk, you work all day long, its not nothing fun but for you its something, special, you like that kid…

…I m not a millionare, but my education costs enough in states, it means work all day long for me, including studies. It is a fulltime work, legal education, costs 3 million in states, so I have heart, with all the costs…

…us the final frop of the life's elixir I want to drown all my misery Into the green trolls blood And brown swamp drink Fight against diminishing time Burden of a solitary warrior's life Catcher of souls hunter of spirits…

…should not be And I believe we have destroyed our dream What have we done? Now all we had is gone We've lied, we've stayed alive We have drowned, we've sold our pride What have we done? We've cried for thousand nights…

…mother Where is salvation? Let us see the day When this all is over I wish that you could hold me now One more time to ease this pain The ground is too frozen for burying you What am I supposed to do? Each day is more…

…us and you know it as well as I do Oh, so you've come from above And you say you want it all? And I cut myself for your love I'm killing myself, but you want more I can't see your sad face and your pitiful eyes Don't…

…The waves of the lake splash And pines hum The frost of the north hurts Finnish grief in signs Woods bleak and stony, unlit There my mind rests There I will forget the pain Stars and moon us bless O my native land…