…I just sit on the train to see you, i wait to arrive to my new town, ot see how it is and how there sounds, how the people are, how they have theated you, so far. I just sit home and watch tv, these is nothing during…

…emotionas, like earlier years. A life with the desired game brings always a pain, you wonder, why the others look so happy, how they have lived and or, are they good hiding the the real game. Everybody has the inner desiree…

…And I ask myself could my sun still shine. When bitter greed still wails in my veins. Did I accomplish my mission with divinity? When my soul and mind said no to me. Pain, gain, I wear my bomb with dignity Greed, stain…

…You try to get them to hospital every day, you like your criminal life, it must be in every day, you really make harsh violance, pain is present all the day, just because the dick doesnt work, you beat people to the…

…falling again Another time another place But I'm lost and now I'm falling falling again I walk on, with the pain Try to pick up the pieces again You're still there in my head All the words that were said wish them back…

…, but i miss you. Here people take all their space, its always been like this, as I remember, I am older now, sitting all the time in kitchen table, making food every day, no other things to do at all. I am too tired to say anything, they dont change their lives, after all., .…

…fuck that bitch and that hoe that she bucking with she in her feelings bout a nigga that im fucking with he eat it good my pussy wet yk he loving it where he at he with me yk we thuggin bitch all hoes that used to fuck…

…I know it hurts too much I know that you're scared I know you're running out of trust And wishing you were dead But in your misery You're not alone So come share your tears with me And witness it all go wrong I know…

…kids, money is beated of other peoples skin. You all like the criminal games, you play the police games with your friends, there is laws in law books, its rude killing, but your dont move your boots, you arrange…