…Dont call my name Sharma-sheik, I want a baby with Fernando, I dont want to explain, that there is some romance going on, since it is not the truth, I just want to be with you, Fernando, they shout to me, that they…

…YOU LEAVE ME ALL THE TIME ALONE. I HANDLE ALL THE THINGS ON MY OWN. IT IS ROUGH, I THOUGHT, LIFE WOULD BE DIFFERENT TO THIS KIND OF WAY, ARE YOU USED TO IT, AND WANT TO MOVE ON? TODAY I WANT TO THE MOVIE, WHICH WAS BAD…

…As if, as if As if it matters Innit, innit 'what happens, happens'? As if as if's were enough Is it, is it a fit of angst we see Is it a bit the fear of failure It is as if we gave up It's like we lack nothing Kind…

…THEY ONLY WANT THE ATTENTION. IS NOT THE QUESTION, WHICH TIME IT IS ON. I TRY TO WORK AT THE MEANTIME, IF THESE IS NOT, ANYTHING INTRESTING OF FUN TIME. ITS ONLY A QUESTION TO FULFILL YOUR NEEDS. AT THE MOMENT I NEED…

…I am the only one who has studied, the life is boring, it suck all the energy, you love to see people to fuck, you tag along their homes, like a teenage child, you all have your fake studies, your husbands pay it all…

…is too heavy load. You never really can know if for sure, people change their work, something new. Nothing is really for a lifetime, it is a good, I even dont want to remember, every era of my life, anyway. I just want to be on a move, some people just want to stand, under the scandinavian moon.…

…This is a winter time, for us its under the caribean sun, there is no snowflakes, just all the crazy xmas stuff, and new, funny xmas faces. The north pole is far-far away, it surely feels like a xmas day, I dont even…

…universe Now his love's a memory a ghost in the fog He sets the sails one last time saying farewell to the world Anchor to the water, seabed far below Grass still in his feet and a smile beneath his brow This is for long…