…I WANT TO FIND THE HOLE, TO HEAL MY SOUL, MAKE ME COMPLETE, LIKE MAN´S CATOLIC OBLIGATION, IS TO WOMAN TO FEED. YOU ARE MY WARRIOR, TO BEAT ALL EXTERNAL HORRORS, YOU ARE MY SHELTER, TO ENGAGE ME FOR ALL ETERNAL FORCE…

…BECAUSE OF YOU, I HAVE BEEN THROUGHN OUT OF THE RESTAURANTS, TO THE COLD NIGHTS, WITHOUT THE UMBRELLA OR SOME GUIDE, BECAUSE OF YOU, MY STAFF HAVE BEEN STOLEN 4 TIMES, SINCE YOU REALLY DONT CARE, BECAUSE OF YOU, I HAVE…

…give nobody a shelter, you like your rocky road, it gives you boost anyway. Black magic lifes, come and go easy, they dont wnat a stabil life, everything goes easily, you all want to take risks, I have just graduated, after 10 years.…

…have been a good day, in every game. I dont know, how the otherwise to play, we all have our interest spots, we can be like a dr. Spock. If you ever have watch the Babylon 5, they all have anyway their own lifes, they even…

…And I know I have to be ready I take a deep breath and walk outside Black rain falls down hard So tired to find shelter We are the ones to blame So you better walk away One solution for all of us And we agreed with hope…

…You see your frieds, dont take ay time for us,just make new friends, I cant tel you, how to live, e ven though I have much to give. I have seen a lot, happiness and srrow, hw pepe wder, what to do or what not. Maybe…

…They wait for their boyfriends, they look lazy, after the long nights at their houses, they dont care about anybody else, except their own needs. Its useless to waste your time, to fill their empty places. I just want…

…, fuck me, you want to live dangerously, I can loose my heart, in these games. You just want a shelter, and a warm place to stay, we drink now same beverages, all recover from the older ages. You just life a split life, you…

…I am not looking for, a warrior of broken hearted, I just need a shelter, where to rest, after all the cosy moments, after turbulence, after, when it all started. Was it a New Year 2019, I cant remember it, after that…